goodnight dear void

when i am typing in my room alone,these words just pop out.

recently, i started to think about my life in Britain,beijing and shenyang.what's my First Dream?

be a scientist,a writer,a shopgirl,a house wife,or an OL?i can't see the end,and don't know whether i am on the half way of one of them.

"Sometimes I wonder about my life.

I lead a small life.

Well,
valuable, but small. And sometimes I wonder, do I do it because I like
it, or because I haven't been brave? So much of what I see reminds me
of something I read in a book, when shouldn't it be the other way
around?

I don’t really want an answer. I just want to send this cosmic question out into the void.

So goodnight, dear void."

-You've Got Mail.